I wrote something similar to this last night but held off on posting it because I was thinking I might calm down in the morning and then regret posting anything. But I haven’t calmed down and more than that, I’ve realized I really don’t care if you or anyone else gets pissed at me for saying what I’m about to say. I’ve been holding my tongue for various reasons for far too long, but I see no reason to do so anymore. So I’ve decided to play your game and bitch about you publicly in my LiveJournal, but I’m going to play this game by my rules and that means none of that passive-aggressive “I’m not going to name names but I’m going to make sure you know who its about anyway”. So Heather, you can call me a bitch or whatever else you need to in order to make you feel better about yourself, I don’t give a damn.
Your one of the most self-centered people I’ve ever met. There, I said it, the big secret that I’m certain more than just me has been thinking. Everything has to be about you or you find some way to make it about you. I’m done dealing with you and your constantly sucking the fun out of things because OMG people might be focusing on something or someone else. It’s more than that though; you never bother to think about how your actions might affect someone else and again, I’m done having to deal with the fall out of you and your almost obsessive focus on yourself and how things will benefit you.
Have you ever wondered why so many of your friends end up not really wanting anything to do with you? Its because they grow tired of your bullshit. You try and blame it on them, but honestly Heather at some point didn’t it ever occur to you to take a good long look in the mirror and wonder, even if just for a second, why it seems to happen to you so much? Try it…although I can’t say you’ll like what you see.
I'm quite certain you knew a while ago that you weren’t going to go to Anime Central and you waited until now to say anything. Thanks for costing me more money because I don’t feel it would be right to suddenly change the cost of the room on everyone since the con is so close and I’m sure everyone has their budget already made out for that weekend, I really appreciate it. And thanks for waiting so long that I have basically no chance of finding someone to fill your spot. I had several people who were looking for a place to stay who I had to turn down, some of whom aren’t going to get to go to Anime Central now, who if you had let me know this even just a few weeks ago I could have added to the room. So not only are you screwing over someone who is supposed to be your friend…but people you don’t even know. That’s quite a talent you should be proud of.
Blame it on your “health issues” all you want Heather, I don’t buy it. I’ve got health issues, my best friend has health issues, A LOT of people have health issues and still manage to take care of their commitments. You committed to being in my room and paying your share, and even if you don’t go you should honour that. I’d ask you for the money, but I doubt I’d ever get it, and I don’t really want it anymore. I don’t want you to be able to throw that back in my face or use it to prove how good of person you think you are.
I’m not going to be surprised if you show this around in an attempt to make yourself look better and make me seem like the bad guy. Do it…I don’t mind being the villain in this story. I’d rather be the villain than the sidekick. But I’ve got one message for those you do send my way. Leave a comment if you want, I won’t delete them, but don’t expect a response from me. I don’t have the time or the inclination to get in an internet argument with you. And if any one on my friends list doesn’t like what I’ve written…well you can bite my shiny metal ass and take me off your friend’s list. As soon as I notice it I’ll do the same and then neither of us have to deal with the other.